On the Dragonfly's wings...

I sit by a window as I type this. Looking outside, I can see the stars. A multitude of stars and this is so incredible and fantastic that I don’t even know where to start~! ^.^ This would have been incredibly awesome, were it not for one thing. I can’t remember why I’m here, and how I got here… So it’s actually quite confusing. But there’s so much to see here, so much to explore and so many interesting people around, so I’m sure I won’t be bored~ ♥ I’d like to see if there’s anything on this ship that can really, really thrill me… ♥

I had fun at the party~ And everyone's really nice here. It's a... pleasant feeling. I'm glad I don't regret coming here. ^.^ ♥

This:

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/eggsong

Has got to be my most favorite song ever~!

^.^

Momo... Happy Birthday~ ♥

Spent yesterday throwing up. And then I threw up. And then some more throwing up. I'm... actually glad I don't remember all that much from it. And today my throat is sore. I guess I can live with that though, I kind of have to, but when my hair is going to start falling off... Well. Not looking forward to that. I feel a little bit better today, but I'm really tired and my back hurts.

Anyway, it's really great - all though fairly odd - to see all these familiar faces again~ ♥ I'm glad I chose to come here for my treatment.

I think we Seigaku people ought to have a reunion party soon~ ♥

Well, well... More and more people showing up around here. It's quite... amazing, really. Brings one back to the Junior High school days. ^.^

On a more serious note. They're going to start my chemotherapy treatment tomorrow. I can't say I'm looking forward to it, but at least it will be a new experience~ ♥ Please treat me well, all of you~*

[ooc: He's saying: Yoroshiku onegaishimasu, Sensei-tachi, but translating that word for word would be weird in English. ^^;;]

Oh life... How you amuse me sometimes. ♥

I thought I'd try my hand at online blogging again, as I haven't done that in ages. So.

Who's here and who isn't? ^.^

Me? I'm Fuji Syuusuke, freelance photographer and collector of cacti. ^.^

♥

Sometimes things happen that gives you quite a perspective on things. Or they jolt you out of a slump or two. All in all, I must say that for me, the training camp was quite an experience, and a good one at that. Some... strange things aside of course. There's still so many questions left though, and it's quite frustrating being left with nothing but riddles. ^.^;; Evil, evil~

I called neesan yesterday, and sat down having a long talk with Tezuka's parents today, and we decided it will be for the best if I move in with Yumiko. She is family after all, and I'm going to tell her everything. And then we'll see what we'll do. I'm actually looking forward to moving over to her place~ ^.^ Of course people can come and visit~ ♥

I might even treat you something~ Kaidoh, you know I can make good buns at least? ^.~ And for the adventurous I can make something else. Hi.Mi.Tsu~

Wakato-san~? I know it's over a month until Golden Week and Showa Day, but feel like doing something then? Like going to the festival or something~? Firework viewing~ ♥

Happy Birthday, Yuuta~!

I... Have to say I'm getting worried. Strange sounds... Our counselor is missing. I mean, really, really missing. Gone without a trace. This is starting to feel... odd.

And I played against Shiraishi-kun again today. Table tennis this time. It was... uhm... Well. I would have beaten him if it was curling~ ^.^

Either someone before me took all the hot water, or the showers really doesn't like me... Anyone else who got a cold shower today?

So far the stay at the camp has been... well... interesting in some strange way I guess. But for some reason I get the feeling sometimes that I'm being watched. It's... strange.

I bet it's Mizuki~

[ooc] Strikeouts deleted

Bane-chan, Sae-chan, Eiji, Kaidou, Davide and him in the same room. With me. This is going to get... interesting, I'm sure. But actually, I'm sort of grateful. At least we're not alone, and I think we both needed go get away some... This place is nice at least.

Need to get away... Somehow. Visit Yumi-nee maybe. Or Chiba... Just need space...

What to say? Life's gone from bad to worse in no time flat? Maybe. Or just...

Hm... I had a dream last night. About candles. Myriads of candles everywhere, and the rest of the world around me was pitch black. It was strange... And all the candles suddenly went out.

Does that indicate that I'm losing more friends or that I'm losing my sanity? Either would be bad, and either is possibl

I want to visit my old friends in Chiba.

Just... take a break from everything...

[ooc:] Strikeouts deleted

zutsumi's LJ stalker is subreg_wonder!

subreg_wonder is stalking you because they have you confused with someone else whom they love. They are also in jail for murder!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Very High
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

This is quite... interesting. yes.

Another year come and gone... Hopefully this next year will prove better than the last, at least I'm hoping it will. I'm still living with Tezuka and I'm fairly comfortable here. I really should let mom know I'm alive at some point though... Hm...

( Presents )

~ Now... That makes me beyond amused. ♥

What else to say... It's good to be back in school and I'm starting to feel better. ^.^ I thank everyone who's showed their concern with my wellbeing, but I think I'm getting things back on track again. Again, thank you so much, everyone~

Because I can't seem to stop being a sap, and because Echizen grew up in America, and a certain holiday came and went just a couple of weeks ago~ And since Christmas season is upon us, I'd like to point out my team and what I'm thankful for concerning them~

Tezuka: Basically, I'm thankful that you're actually putting up with me when I'm less than myself, which sadly have been the case lately.

Oishi: Thank you for being such a dear. The world can't have enough people like you, but sadly enough, there are far too few out there...

Eiji: Thank you for being a great friend~ Couldn't ask for a better one.

Inui: Thank you for trying to fight, because we can't let ourselves drown in the current of life, hm~?

Taka-san: ♥ Thank you for just being you~ Lame, but that's all I can think of...

Momo: I'm thankful that you're such a fighter, burning in a whole other way than Taka-san, but burning none the less. It's inspiring~

Kaidou: ... Thank you for making me feel bad~ ♥ Don't get me wrong, but you're always such a hard worker, dedicated and passionate. Makes me feel like a lazy bum and a half ♥~

Echizen: And you~ Thank you for being a rival worthy of my time, dear ♥~

That's all for now. ^.^